**WALL.E**

Such an amazing movie. #1. Disney Made it. #2. Apple #3. I love M-O ...and this is why! :)

**Good or Bad**

Can too much alone time be bad for one's self? Since finals and school is out, I feel so confused on what I am suppose to do. No more homework or tests for 3 weeks! It will be nice to relax some but the idea of going out and not having to worry about being "responsible" just seems crazy. I think I am going through some weird emotions of being an "adult" and being an "young adult" where is the balance? Going out just doesn't seem appealing at all any more.

Guess it goes back to that answer of "opening yourself up to others". I have such awesome friends with their busy lives as well that things get so crazy. I think I need to learn how to balance my life more in proportion. Basically life will be crazy until after xmas but everything will pan out I am sure. I have consumed all of the Twilight books, debating if I should just read all the Harry Potter books now or re-read the Twilight series. I only have the first Harry Potter book... oOo well... I am sure I will choose one tonight since school is out. But I need to work on my "new years resolution" or I like to call it my "goals" lol.

First did I accomplish my goals of 2008:

So a new year... 2008. Wow... so its time to fill it with new memories, new laughs, new tears, new friends, and so much more... Most people make new year resolutions, I really dont want to call it that but to call it my "2008 Goals" So here we go:

I would like the read the "One Year Bible" this year. A 365 day commitment into God's word, so push me on that guys! lol.

I would also like to read at least 2 of the Harry Potter Books, haha... everyone talks about how great they are so that is a goal.

I want to go on a trip, any trip without my mother and father, weither it be to San Diego, Vegas, where ever it may be, I just want to get out and start to explore and take risks and make adventures.

I want to find a hobbie again, I really want to pick up guitar, or dance... I just want to find something that I could do for fun that keeps me active and something that I have passion toward. Dance has always been my love but maybe some music would do me some good.

I want to push myself into making each day the best and try to make this year a year of positive actions. This is hard for anyone but 2007 I would say was a learning experience, and this year I want to be positive.

And of corse, to grow closer to God. I want this the most and I want this to be the year me and God become closer than ever before.

So there are some of my goals for 2008. :) So bring on the year... Im ready!

I accomplished a good amount of my goals:

I didn't read Harry Potter... but I did read the Twilight Series (All 4 Books)

I did go on a trip without my parents. I went to college briefing with Crave. ;)

I didn't really get into dance or going to the gym again (goal for 2009) but I did get into ASL. I really enjoy learning another language so its kinda a hobby right?

I have gotten closer to God as well.... but I didn't read the Bible in a year ;( (goal for 2009)

So I did alright... hmm time to make my 2009 Goals huh? lol.

**Disney Fairy Tale**

As you ALL know... Who is the biggest Disney girl. ...Guess you could say me. lol. So yes, this is the disney fairy tale collection of wedding gowns and you better believe this will be the collection I will wear on that very special day. ;) Love it! :)

**The Best Wo(man)**

Yesterday seemed just like any other day except for the strange but pretty sweet conversation we had. I was studying when my phone goes off the hook. Phone call after phone call from my dad. I pick up after so many missed calls and answered. He chatted about little things here and there and brought up how he would like to renew his vows with my mama bear.. (Shh... its a surprise... so dont tell her) for their 25th anniversary. Its not for another two years, but he was just so excited and lit up about it. He went on explaining how he wants the wedding to look and so on.. 

Then he pauses and say,"Amy, you know your my best friend in the whole world and I would like you to be my best man". I was shocked. #1. Best MAN is for a "Man" position and #2. I have a brother that fills in the position of a "Man" and I asked him why me. and He went on saying that I have been his best friend besides of corse, my mother. So I giggled and told him I would love to have that role but in one condition that it be the called "The Best Wo(man)" lol. He agreed to that arrangement.

So you think that was cooky enough... Then he tells me,"So you need to pick out your wedding dress". I froze. Uhh... last time I checked I was very single at this moment, not even close to the thought of a wedding. He laughed and explained how a lot of mothers let their daughters wear their wedding dresses, well since my mom and dad never had the "Disney Fairy Tale Wedding" but announced their vows at the court house, I could see what my father wanted. He wanted my mother to wear "the dress" then "I would get to wear it" when I got married.

I dont think my mother would love any dress that I would want. Poor mother, would be prancing around in a Kristie Disney Fairy Tale Dress (oOo yes.. no other gown shopping would be needed but at the boutique that has every gown). 

So I have a lot to do for the next two years. Be the Best Wo(man) to my father for his "secret renewing vow plot" and to hit the gym like asap so I could pick out a wedding gown. I teased my father saying, "you know that there is only one way to get me to go to the gym and get into the best physical shape possible, anything with "Amy's Wedding" involved" So if its my dress, I have to have help on kickin my butt at the gym and also picking out my dress.. So strange that I am not even close to getting married and the dress hunt begins... Happy Hunting!

**Puppet Master**

I wonder if boys think the movie looked more like this? lol.

**Amy's Song-Switchfoot**

Amy's gone 
And time rolls on 
How far? how fast? how long? 

The last time we saw Amy 
She was headed for the shore 
Fighting off the volatile gray skies 

She said now begins forever 
And that no one knows their time 
We bid farewell not knowing 
That might be our last good-bye 

Amy was a fighter 
She cut like Casius Clay 
She burned like a fire 
Despite these rains 

Where time was a question 
She only knew one song: 
She's singing, "how far, how fast, how 
long?" 

Salvation is a fire 
In the midnight of the soul 
It lights up like a can of gasoline 

Yeah, she's a freedom fighter 
She's a stand up kind of girl 
She's out to start a fire 
In a bar code plastic world 

When everything stops moving 
And I stop to catch my breath 
And ride my train of thought 
All the way round 

My thoughts return to Amy 
And the fire she's begun 
She came when we were freezing 
And left us burning up 

**Twilight Funnies**

::Silly Phrases on Twilight that she loves! :)::

Sparkle you Fool... Sparkle.

I was there. 11.21.08

Peace Love Twilight

What do you mean Edward Cullen isn't real?

I never got my Hogwarts letter, so I'm moving to Forks, WA.

...& so the Vampire rode into town on a silver volvo & rescued me.

Every time I hear thunder I wonder if Vampires are playing baseball.

Forget princess I want to be a Vampire.

A sparkly man from Forks told me I smell good.

Why am I covered in Feathers?

Edward prefers brunettes.

Watch out: I drive like a Cullen.

O.C.D Obsessive Cullen Disorder.

Team Edward. I run with Vampires.

Edward ruined it for mortal men.

Edward is a VILF

Warning: You are about to enter the presence of an overly obsessed Twilight fan. Be prepared for ear piercing shrieks and out of control babbling about some guy named Edward Cullen. You have been warned.

Hufflepuff cause we have Edward Cullen

Team Emmett I love my monkey man.

Give Blood. Date a Cullen.

Edward and Bella sitting in a tree H-U-N-T-I-N-G

Once you go pack you never go back.

I like my men cold, dead and sparkling.

Breakfast time for the human.

Volturi scarier than you since c. 988 BC

Jasper Hale. Perfect chill pill.

What's for breakfast? O Negative or AB Positive.

Deck the halls with Vampires and Werewolves la-la-la-la-la-la-la

**Ball Game**

hehe... i love this scene. ;)

**Blast from the Past**

Things that made me giggle and laugh through 2007/2008. ;)

**Myspace Angels**

Something that always makes me smile and laugh is this:

**Love Story**

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think

It is funny how much I reflect on my life and still see myself that same old girl growing up. Always believing in that "Love Story" or "Fairy Tale" and so many girls do this... and I want every girl out there to know that their Love Story will come soon enough.

"Every man's life is a fairy tale written by God's fingers."

Ladies! How true is this!! Seriously, If I had to bet on a author for my "Love Story" I would go all in with Christ as that author. Sometimes we can be impatient or even have a heart to heart and ask God, well... So when is this fairy tale gonna happen? And truth is, your Romeo may not be ready for his Juliet and maybe Juliet needs a little more shaping before she meets her Romeo. You never know why God hasn't brought the two of you together yet, but he has good reasoning. ;) 

Girls, keep your chins up and be the beauty that God has created you to be. :) Your fabulous, sassy, complex, fun and wonderful women that God made! So live your life. Have fun. Enjoy the journey until you meet that prince of yours! The Love Story is all in God's timing... ;)

**Inflatable You**

I was closing on sunday night and a co-worker, Scott, put this song on the speakers and I couldnt stop laughing. What a love song! haha...

**Benadryl & Electric Blanket**

Tonight was a hard night... but.... I am stronger than what I was before. Here is why:

God in my living
There in my breathing
God in my waking
God in my sleeping
God in my resting
There in my working
God in my thinking
God in my speaking

Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything

God in my hoping
There in my dreaming
God in my wathcing
God in my waiting
God in my laughing
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing

Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
You are everything

Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
Be my everything

You are everything
Jesus, Everything

How true is this!! This is amazing... One of the songs that got me through the year of 2008! :) Even tho I broke down and was totally honest with how I felt to the person who I tried to hide it from... but it made me see how much stronger I am. ;) I am super girl! This not the end, but the beginning... My new and improve Genesis! :)

**Britney Spears Circus Tour**

Oh yes!! Could life not be any better than what it is today! First, The Backstreet Boys!!! Amazing Right?? ;) but who else could I want to see almost as much as Backstreet... 

Maybe... Britney Spears? hehe... yes yes yes!! ;) 

..& who would be the opening act??

Yup... PCD! oOo yes!! So excited. Thank goodness for Pre Sale Tickets, Thanks Myra! ;) cannot wait. Tickets on sale tomorrow at 11am. Get em' fast people! :)

**Flightless Bird, American Mouth**

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

**Dreaming Away**

I have had so many dreams in the past month or so to where sleeping is almost amazing. haha... I have become such a day dreamer lately, I feel like half the time I am in a whole new world. Guess, loosing sleep, stressing about finals and grades can take a toll on you. I could lay in bed and meditate all day, I love my quiet time right now. Wish I had more of this type of time, and I have been listening to music without lyrics just instrumentals. Hmm.... I dont know.... My happy place: Electric Blanket, Comfy Pillows, iPod Touch, and God! pretty awesome!!

**Her Genesis**

Have you ever felt like you were starting a new beginning and have no idea what it is? Well.. I have hit that point. I am not sure what the beginning may be, but I do know that my life has completely changed. God has been such a blessing and I am so thankful for that. I have overcome all obstacles that I never thought I could. As I write this, I can see just how much he has helped my heart and inner peace. It was like boot camp this last year. At times I could smile, laugh and giggle all day long and there were times where I was stuffing my face in a pillow pouring out a fountain of tears. This year was the most growth that I have ever accomplished. Last night this past year of "training" was put to the test, and I am still surprised at how I handled it. I cannot thank God enough. It didn't matter how much I threw my fits, God pulled me back on the path her paved for me. As I stand on this paved road of not knowing where it will lead me,  I know my God does and I trust him as my guide.

Last night, I was curled up under 3 blankets and just closed my eyes and kept saying, I do not know how I feel Lord, but I know you want the best for me and I trust you to be the author of my life. I probably said it 5 times before I blacked out and fell asleep. It was a dreamless night but frequently waking up. Not having my cell phone on me is just driving me crazy. No cell phone, no alarm clock, no time! I hate feeling like I do not have everything I need for the day.

As I lay here in my warm cozy bed of comfort typing this blog, I see how my prayer was finally answered. I can only speak from my own heart, and I feel more at peace than ever before. Which closes the book that has been opened far too long. Today, is my new Genesis. Nothing has changed on my location, grades, work, life at all. It is more of closing something that has haunted me for a while now and I feel free. I do not feel trap into all the why questions any longer. I do not look back asking God all the questions that I had before because it makes perfect sense to me now. 

So where does this Genesis begin?  I do not know... All I know is, that is starts today. I no longer need to look at the pages of my life and ask all the questions that I did. The past is something that is behind you, I have so much to look forward to in my life. Work, School, Church, Family, Friends and just so much more... Good morning new chapter in this life of mine. Good morning to all the new and exciting things ahead. Good morning to you oh faithful father who has always been by my side. God, you always amaze me with everything you do. now its good morning to today and good night yesterday! :)

**Dear Santa Claus**

Dear Santa,

Here is my list ideas for 2008! I have been asked for what I wanted for xmas, and so I decided to make something in the ball park of what I like. Basically you cant ever go wrong with my Disney and Hello Kitty love but here is a list. ;) Thanks Santa! oOo & I will take a Backstreet Boy or Edward Cullen, I am not picky! :) If I can think of more, I will add it on here...

Favorite Stores: Vault Disney 28 (Downtown Disney), Nordstrom, Hot Topic (ONLY for my tshirts and a disney bag), Metro Park & More...

Converse Chuck Taylor Glitter Sneakers @ Nordstrom.com

B.P Shoes. Size 5-6 (princesses have small feet k!)

Disney Couture Shirts EX: Mickey Mouse Shirt @ Disney Vault 28 & Hot Topic

Shirts L/XL ( I do not like my shirts tight fitting. I like them loose and comfy)

Disney/Sanrio Couture Accessories EX: Bambie Tote Bag @ Disney Vault 28 & Hot Topic

One Size

**Team Edwards Twilight @ Hot Topic**

Shirts XL

**Team Edwards Twilight @ Hot Topic**

Pin One Size

Flannel PINK PJs EX: PINK @ Victoria Secret

Pants S-M (again, I like them loose and comfy)

Forever 21 EX: Trendy Fun Things @ Nordstrom, Disney Vault 28, Forever 21 & more...

Comfy, Loose, Stylish... ME! 

**Womanizer**

You know you have worked for the Apple too long, when you think this video is funny... i see the geek squad mobile... not an Apple.. yeah... PC users are dorks! word! :0) oOo darn it.. there was an Apple computer used... dang it... back to the drawing board.

**Uncle Bob's Birthday**

Happy Birthday Uncle Bob!! ;) Here are pictures Amber my love!!!

Disneyland here I Come!!

Me & My Cousin

Happy Birthday!

Here comes the cake

Make a wish

Aunt Dorthy cuts the cake

**Backstreet's Back Alright!**

Of corse these pics are on my myspace and facebook.. but I just had to put some of my favs on here.. what would a blog page be without my Backstreet! :) lol. Enjoy! Loved this concert it was amazing, besides the girls getting fussy. Goodness, want to see a catfight? Go see BSB in a crowded pushing group of women. One girl put chewed gum in my hair.. yeah... but Im a rebel, takes a lot more than that to get me all fussy like them! ;)

Hollywood... Here is A Little Monster coming for you!

We are here!!!

Yummy Food Before the Show!

Mandy & Amy since 7th grade.

BACKSTREET BOYS!

Boxing up the boys

Deal me in guys

All 5 Backstreet Boys

What a Show!?!

**Definition of Exican**

Wikipedia 

Definition:

Ex: Not Including; Without

Merriam-Webster

Definition:

Mexican: A native or inhabitant of Mexico.

Amypedia

Definition:

Exican: A native Ex who inhabited one's heart.

Photobucket

Definition:

Exican: A sombrero hat wearing donut with a crazy mustache.

**Backstreet Boys VS Simply Boy Bands**

So... As you all most likely know... I just went to the Backstreet Boys Concert... and I LOVED IT!! so amazing.. They are still just as amazing as the first CD! woot woot.... So here is where I would love to take a poll... Who is the best boyband? Backstreet Boys or Simply Boy Bands? So you vote... ;)

**Backstreet Boys**

********OR**********

**Simply Boy Bands**

YOU DECIDE! :)

Hello Bloggers!

I gave in a joined the blogging cult. First Myspace then Facebook now blogspot. what next... ;)