**Good or Bad**

Can too much alone time be bad for one's self? Since finals and school is out, I feel so confused on what I am suppose to do. No more homework or tests for 3 weeks! It will be nice to relax some but the idea of going out and not having to worry about being "responsible" just seems crazy. I think I am going through some weird emotions of being an "adult" and being an "young adult" where is the balance? Going out just doesn't seem appealing at all any more.

Guess it goes back to that answer of "opening yourself up to others". I have such awesome friends with their busy lives as well that things get so crazy. I think I need to learn how to balance my life more in proportion. Basically life will be crazy until after xmas but everything will pan out I am sure. I have consumed all of the Twilight books, debating if I should just read all the Harry Potter books now or re-read the Twilight series. I only have the first Harry Potter book... oOo well... I am sure I will choose one tonight since school is out. But I need to work on my "new years resolution" or I like to call it my "goals" lol.

First did I accomplish my goals of 2008:

So a new year... 2008. Wow... so its time to fill it with new memories, new laughs, new tears, new friends, and so much more... Most people make new year resolutions, I really dont want to call it that but to call it my "2008 Goals" So here we go:

I would like the read the "One Year Bible" this year. A 365 day commitment into God's word, so push me on that guys! lol.

I would also like to read at least 2 of the Harry Potter Books, haha... everyone talks about how great they are so that is a goal.

I want to go on a trip, any trip without my mother and father, weither it be to San Diego, Vegas, where ever it may be, I just want to get out and start to explore and take risks and make adventures.

I want to find a hobbie again, I really want to pick up guitar, or dance... I just want to find something that I could do for fun that keeps me active and something that I have passion toward. Dance has always been my love but maybe some music would do me some good.

I want to push myself into making each day the best and try to make this year a year of positive actions. This is hard for anyone but 2007 I would say was a learning experience, and this year I want to be positive.

And of corse, to grow closer to God. I want this the most and I want this to be the year me and God become closer than ever before.

So there are some of my goals for 2008. :) So bring on the year... Im ready!

I accomplished a good amount of my goals:

I didn't read Harry Potter... but I did read the Twilight Series (All 4 Books)

I did go on a trip without my parents. I went to college briefing with Crave. ;)

I didn't really get into dance or going to the gym again (goal for 2009) but I did get into ASL. I really enjoy learning another language so its kinda a hobby right?

I have gotten closer to God as well.... but I didn't read the Bible in a year ;( (goal for 2009)

So I did alright... hmm time to make my 2009 Goals huh? lol.