**Dreaming Away**

I have had so many dreams in the past month or so to where sleeping is almost amazing. haha... I have become such a day dreamer lately, I feel like half the time I am in a whole new world. Guess, loosing sleep, stressing about finals and grades can take a toll on you. I could lay in bed and meditate all day, I love my quiet time right now. Wish I had more of this type of time, and I have been listening to music without lyrics just instrumentals. Hmm.... I dont know.... My happy place: Electric Blanket, Comfy Pillows, iPod Touch, and God! pretty awesome!!

**Her Genesis**

Have you ever felt like you were starting a new beginning and have no idea what it is? Well.. I have hit that point. I am not sure what the beginning may be, but I do know that my life has completely changed. God has been such a blessing and I am so thankful for that. I have overcome all obstacles that I never thought I could. As I write this, I can see just how much he has helped my heart and inner peace. It was like boot camp this last year. At times I could smile, laugh and giggle all day long and there were times where I was stuffing my face in a pillow pouring out a fountain of tears. This year was the most growth that I have ever accomplished. Last night this past year of "training" was put to the test, and I am still surprised at how I handled it. I cannot thank God enough. It didn't matter how much I threw my fits, God pulled me back on the path her paved for me. As I stand on this paved road of not knowing where it will lead me,  I know my God does and I trust him as my guide.

Last night, I was curled up under 3 blankets and just closed my eyes and kept saying, I do not know how I feel Lord, but I know you want the best for me and I trust you to be the author of my life. I probably said it 5 times before I blacked out and fell asleep. It was a dreamless night but frequently waking up. Not having my cell phone on me is just driving me crazy. No cell phone, no alarm clock, no time! I hate feeling like I do not have everything I need for the day.

As I lay here in my warm cozy bed of comfort typing this blog, I see how my prayer was finally answered. I can only speak from my own heart, and I feel more at peace than ever before. Which closes the book that has been opened far too long. Today, is my new Genesis. Nothing has changed on my location, grades, work, life at all. It is more of closing something that has haunted me for a while now and I feel free. I do not feel trap into all the why questions any longer. I do not look back asking God all the questions that I had before because it makes perfect sense to me now. 

So where does this Genesis begin?  I do not know... All I know is, that is starts today. I no longer need to look at the pages of my life and ask all the questions that I did. The past is something that is behind you, I have so much to look forward to in my life. Work, School, Church, Family, Friends and just so much more... Good morning new chapter in this life of mine. Good morning to all the new and exciting things ahead. Good morning to you oh faithful father who has always been by my side. God, you always amaze me with everything you do. now its good morning to today and good night yesterday! :)

**Dear Santa Claus**

Dear Santa,

Here is my list ideas for 2008! I have been asked for what I wanted for xmas, and so I decided to make something in the ball park of what I like. Basically you cant ever go wrong with my Disney and Hello Kitty love but here is a list. ;) Thanks Santa! oOo & I will take a Backstreet Boy or Edward Cullen, I am not picky! :) If I can think of more, I will add it on here...

Favorite Stores: Vault Disney 28 (Downtown Disney), Nordstrom, Hot Topic (ONLY for my tshirts and a disney bag), Metro Park & More...

Converse Chuck Taylor Glitter Sneakers @ Nordstrom.com

B.P Shoes. Size 5-6 (princesses have small feet k!)

Disney Couture Shirts EX: Mickey Mouse Shirt @ Disney Vault 28 & Hot Topic

Shirts L/XL ( I do not like my shirts tight fitting. I like them loose and comfy)

Disney/Sanrio Couture Accessories EX: Bambie Tote Bag @ Disney Vault 28 & Hot Topic

One Size

**Team Edwards Twilight @ Hot Topic**

Shirts XL

**Team Edwards Twilight @ Hot Topic**

Pin One Size

Flannel PINK PJs EX: PINK @ Victoria Secret

Pants S-M (again, I like them loose and comfy)

Forever 21 EX: Trendy Fun Things @ Nordstrom, Disney Vault 28, Forever 21 & more...

Comfy, Loose, Stylish... ME! 

**Womanizer**

You know you have worked for the Apple too long, when you think this video is funny... i see the geek squad mobile... not an Apple.. yeah... PC users are dorks! word! :0) oOo darn it.. there was an Apple computer used... dang it... back to the drawing board.

**Uncle Bob's Birthday**

Happy Birthday Uncle Bob!! ;) Here are pictures Amber my love!!!

Disneyland here I Come!!

Me & My Cousin

Happy Birthday!

Here comes the cake

Make a wish

Aunt Dorthy cuts the cake

**Backstreet's Back Alright!**

Of corse these pics are on my myspace and facebook.. but I just had to put some of my favs on here.. what would a blog page be without my Backstreet! :) lol. Enjoy! Loved this concert it was amazing, besides the girls getting fussy. Goodness, want to see a catfight? Go see BSB in a crowded pushing group of women. One girl put chewed gum in my hair.. yeah... but Im a rebel, takes a lot more than that to get me all fussy like them! ;)

Hollywood... Here is A Little Monster coming for you!

We are here!!!

Yummy Food Before the Show!

Mandy & Amy since 7th grade.

BACKSTREET BOYS!

Boxing up the boys

Deal me in guys

All 5 Backstreet Boys

What a Show!?!

**Definition of Exican**

Wikipedia 

Definition:

Ex: Not Including; Without

Merriam-Webster

Definition:

Mexican: A native or inhabitant of Mexico.

Amypedia

Definition:

Exican: A native Ex who inhabited one's heart.

Photobucket

Definition:

Exican: A sombrero hat wearing donut with a crazy mustache.

**Backstreet Boys VS Simply Boy Bands**

So... As you all most likely know... I just went to the Backstreet Boys Concert... and I LOVED IT!! so amazing.. They are still just as amazing as the first CD! woot woot.... So here is where I would love to take a poll... Who is the best boyband? Backstreet Boys or Simply Boy Bands? So you vote... ;)

**Backstreet Boys**

********OR**********

**Simply Boy Bands**

YOU DECIDE! :)